PREFACE I was going to write a well-thought-out, sourced piece about healthcare, but I’ve gotten lazy, so it’s just a bunch of related and unrelated points running together. Sometimes I will just keep such posts in eternal draft mode. But since I don’t generally have solid idea pieces on anything, there’s no reason I must start now. Besides, I really like using the Jim Backus image.
The Baucus-led, conservative-leaning Senate Finance Committee voted down two public option amendments today. I wish there would be more headlines about the other bills out of Congress that do have a public option. The great hope now would be that a strong public option winds up in whatever comes from the merger of the Finance bill and the HELP (Health Education Labor Pensions) bill or that it winds up in a ultimate reconciliation between a House bill and a Senate bill. But that so many Democratic senators are reluctant to embrace the public option is very disappointing. Two years ago, we’d always hear from Dem leaders, “But we don’t have 60 votes!” Now, they’ve got 60 votes in the Senate, and it feels as if it doesn’t matter.
Meanwhile, I find Obama’s lack of forcefulness to be mystifying. He’ll tell an audience that he supports a strong public option, but where is the pressure on Arkansas’s Blanche Lincoln and Louisiana’s Mary Landrieu? I feel like Mitch McConnell is right when he claims that Obama will sign anything that says “health care reform”. From everything I’ve read, co-ops, triggers, and even a weak public option plan, when it is not allowed reimbursement rates comparable to Medicare, are b.s. reform.
Meanwhile, where’s the outrage that a sitting member of the House of Representatives has called Obama “an enemy of all mankind?” Not only do the Democrats seem to put up with this type of behavior, but they (particularly the Senate Dems) seem to want to placate the GOP on health care reform, even where there are no votes to be had.
Obama has been in office for eight months now. I’m getting inpatient.

I’ve been going to dialysis for a full month now. I’ve been meaning to write a big post on the details of how these dialysis sessions transpire. I’m still not feeling like doing that, however. Apart from the present moment, I tend not to want to think about dialysis outside of the 27 hours a week that I am forced to contemplate it. (With any good fortune, a lot of those hours are spent asleep). The point is, my dialysis schedule wrecks havoc with my schedule, which is may seem moot given I don’t have any productive activities on my schedule, with the exception of work. The recent move to nocturnal dialysis makes interference with work far less of a problem than what I was starting dialysis at 6AM. If only I could afford to come into work at Noon twice a week, I might keep that 6AM schedule, because, to be blunt, I’m not liking the overnight schedule at all. In a nutshell, six out of seven days a week are directly impacted by dialysis. Either my day ends prematurely by having to head over at 9AM, or my day begins anew in a jarring, undignified way between 5 and 6AM. Sunday is the only unscathed day. To be blunt again, I don’t want to “get used to this”. Anyway, more on the whole shebang of dialysis some other time. Perhaps the only upside to dialysis is that I feel like I have a license to be unhappy. The irony is, my aggregate unhappiness has very little do to with dialysis.

This weekend, both a dialysis tech and a 10-year-old girl asked me, “Are you married? Why not?”
I received a call from Medco, the gigantic prescription drug benefit company. The woman on the other line said she was a pharmacist, and she wanted to review my medications. My ire over the state of healthcare in this country and
I’ve been seeing a lot of these ads on Facebook for what I presume is some sort of men’s financial empowerment seminar series, because, I suppose, men are one of the main demographics that is hurting in this economy. I don’t know anything about it, honestly. You can google and tell me. I’m busy playing Mafia Wars (which is where I keep seeing the ads).