Archive for November, 2004
Public hiatus
Ok, I can’t do the public LJ thing anymore for now. I’ve run out of political rants. I have zero sense of humor for anything. And sharing any aspect of my life publicly seems like, well, a dumb idea right now. [Read More]
Feline diabetes and (human) hair experimentation and free rent
Zellouisa was back at the vet this morning. $350 for two visits this week. She is a confirmed diabetic. So for the rest of her life, she’ll be getting special care. For now, but not for long, I can just mix her regular food with the special food. Soon she will have to [Read More]
The Hours
I’m not the same person I was a week ago. I have been angry and bitter and hurtful, and I need to stop. No one else need take the wrath for my hollowness of convictions or dearth of self-esteem. This is not the person I was once or wish to be. I swear this is [Read More]
That rant against evangelical Christians…
Well, if LJ didn’t decide to process my request to turn that to private…so now I must have sealed the deal with anyone looking to have a favorable impression of me. There’s zero chance of that now. I’ve had two days to think about it, and I’m [Read More]
Yahoo Notepad – 11/3/04
This day is becoming exceedingly difficult to traverse. I realized that despite my advance, I will be broke shortly, as I don’t get my real first check until the 10th. Bush has offically won, and the smug looks on the FOX News anchors on the breakroom TV fill me [Read More]
A Silent 9/11
This twisting of my gut, this absolute hopelessness both in myself and the world, reminds me of what I felt right after 9/11 when I’d try to go to sleep. I know the following comment will seem so far left and off-the-wall, but I feel like re-electing Bush is like a [Read More]
Yes, I am feeling sorry for myself, and 55 million other people
Kerry has lost. Zellouisa has diabetes. I have a wounded heart. I spent five days a week away from home. I glean a null amount of satisfaction from my job. I am woefully out of shape with the ability to do something about it compromised by various ailments. This is where [Read More]
